Day 24. a letter to your parents

 so i think its mainly towards my dad who left me when i was young. so here it is!

Dad,

its me your son mike. you probably don't know much of me because you have been gone 20 yrs of my life. im now 21. having the opportunitiy to meet you last year was great. ive had a heart soo empty becuase you were not a part of it. now that ive met you its now whole, mostly. even tho we have met and gotten to chat and know each other a bit better, im still sooo frustrated with you. im mad at your leaving. why? what did i do wrong? did you not love me? theres all these things i want to confront you about and i know i can't or im scared.what was soo hard about being there for me. i had to learn how to fight without you. shave, meet girls girls are sooo scary! my first date. i had 20 birthdays without you! how could you leave wihtout a care. and now you all of sudden care! how dare you try to step in my life after you bailed like a coward. dad. i want to love you. but how can i trust you to stay with me. to love me. theres soo much in my lifeat stake from trustin you agian. my life has been terrible without you. i feel lost. i have other father figures to look too but its not the same as having a real father. im mad at my mom, for leaving me wiht the kids for 2 yrs to take care of other business. how can you adults leave your cherish ones! how! how!!!!! we do nothign but be the kids you would like us to be. you have kim my sister your daughter who is now on the road to mess up. trying to act like a adult when she should be enjoying life as a kid. getting into trouble. being a hard head. but no she different growing up too fast! and i have phil a brother, a son to you. who smoke weed, has all this potentinal in life but can't seem to go anywhere becuase he chooses a drug over a safe free sober life. i don't mean to put you in the spot i don't i want to love you, we all want to. i wanna be able to look at the family and know i love you guys! i hope that it will change and be better.
i pray for you dad. and for mom. to be able to show your kids how to love.....


Mike.

Day 23. something you crave for a lot

PPT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


this will be short and sweet!

something ive been craving for is PPT! i was talkign about it last night with soem friends! PPT is (power progressive tumbling) its a gym with spring boards and tramps and all this crazy stuff! i love it! :) ive been craving it for a loooooong time and im gonna actually after doing this post look up times and get it reserved for a grand time! :) anywho when i find the times and date ill be sure to let you all know! :)

Day 22. what makes you different from everyone else

hm... what makes me different from everyone else... this will be a good one! :)

Type 2 Diabetic

so i was diagnose with Diabeties back in July of 2010. 2 weeks before my 21 bday. Sucky i know! but being diabetic has taught me alot. eating healthier, be in better shape. watch what i eat. (counting calories is sooo hard... ) ha. but i know it makes me different from everyone. because its shows me to be a example like when i would hang out with my friends we would do betos runs at night after a hang out, and betos is really greasy. now when we go i just watch them eat i don't wanna stuff my face with that stuff. before it was appealing to eat that now i get sick. now im loving my life with diabeties i try to eat better im working out and slimming down! i love it! :) so yea theres one

Childhood


so i had a rough childhood. grew up too fast. had a job at like 13. working paycheck to paycheck to live. but i don't regret it cuz it taught me good work ethics and that s what everyone needs. the sad part about my childhood is i never got to see the disney movies until recently... and its just the classical ones (lion king, alladin, toy story, mulan, hercules. etc.) the list goes on. but i had a rough childhood cousins getting into gangs, my hometown you heard gunshots eveynight. it was a bad place to grow up in. then my mom made the best decision for me we packed up and moved to utah. at first i hated it but then i came by saw that no one made fun of the way i looked like before. it was a great time in my life and it only got better. when i turned 16 i joined the church! :) and now im planing on serving a mission! :) so yea

another thing is when i had to take care of my sibs alone for 2 years. it was really hard but it made me stronger and it turned me into who i am today. now my sibs and i we are closer than ever! we are just a trifecta of awesomeness! i love those two! Phil and Kim! my joys in my life.

so i would say my sickness, and the way i lived makes me different to who everyone else is.
ive gone thru alot of crap in my life my friend Kassie and Josh tell me that because of the trials i go thru. i will be a better person from it. and i truely believe that :) so there you have it. my sickness and my trails/childhood are what makes me different! haha. oh ps i can break dance too! hahaha. anywho. thata nother story for another time!

Day 21. a picture of something that makes you happy

so something that makes me happy are Pitbulls. they are the cutest little things and the toughest little things too. its like seeing a animal version of me! my first thought of pitbulls was i was afraid of them i never wnated to be around one, if i ever saw one i would run or shoot it. but that all changed 2 yrs ago when my brother adopted one. as a puppy. they are the cutest little things! he named him Chico. he very pretty.  pretty buff for his size we plan on making him bigger! haha.  i truly grafeful my brother got chico he change my point of view on the dogs they are really nice and great. i love pitbulls now everywhere i go i always point one out and say how awesome it is! ha pretty much pits are awesome! get one. but be ready for a challenge cuz they are hardheaded. here are some pics!

                                             These is what a puppy pit looks like soooo cute! i love them!

                                                

                                       This is Chico! our little guy! he about 2 y rs now i love his skin!
he truley is the most adorable dog ever! very hyper and very friendly the most he will do is lick  you to death!

he is such a cuddle buddy! he sooo warm too great for durnig the winter, horrible for the summer! ha.

there you have it chico is that something that makse me happy ;)

Day 20. someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future

hmm... this one is weird. cuz i don't see myself with anyone. in the next future i plan on serving a full time mission and girls will be the last thing on my mind.. lol but after that i do hope to marry someone truley awesome. who is loving, caring, kind, all the juicy stuff. lol. she has to be a great cook. and know how to make me laugh. cuz i hate having to do all the work! ha. i guess i never really thought about marraige guess its because ive never had a relationship.. i dunno. all my buddies are married. but i dont' think im ready.. this one is gonna be short cuz its not somthing i really think about. lol.

FHE!!!!!

So latley ive been kinda scared of going to a new singles ward i guess becuase i move so much im afraid i will make a ton of friends and then lose them. so last night after doing a insanity workout (which i dominated!) i got the courage to get all prettyed up and head to fhe. i heard we were going ice skating so i wasn't to happy bout that cuz im already sore. ha. so we get there and a lot of ppl showed up. like 40 plus we were combining with another ward. which was dope! so we went to midway to see the "Ice Sculptures" they were really cool. they had little ones and big ones and weird ones haha. we couldn't walk through them tho. which was sad. because utah is bipolar and it was melting them! but i went with some freinds i met thru my ward. Makelle, Jordan, Ben. funny part was there was this one spot that jordans foot fell through and the second i get there she says watccc... and BOOM my ankle slipped into a pocket of ice and i was stuck.... dang ice! a girl in my ward got a picture of me stuck... it was pretty funny. ben is over here poking at the ice to break it so i can get out! haha. then we went to some rich familys house. out in the middle of no where! we had pizza, i bet ben in pool, kinda hustled him... haha but all in all a great night! :D

heres a pic of us next to one. (sorry my phone sucks at pictures!)

                                                               (Me,Ben,Jordan,Makelle)
                       
another fun thing i did yesterday was i redid my steps in my hair! :D they look great! (thanks Jess!)

love my hair do. its very mikey!  i love it!  so here what it looks like!

yes! looks dope doesn't it! excuse the huge hump i have on my back! otherwise its looks awesome! :D
so that consist of my monday night. lots happened and yea... haha.  anywho! love you guys! peace!

Day-19 nicknames you have; why you have them

as you can see i did this at 6 in the morning... lol so hopefully my brain works this early and i can remember all my nicknames... ugh there is soooo many! ha.

Mikey- this is always been a nickname for myself and for others i get this alot.

Buddha- this one was introduced to me when someone told me i was on tv. come to find out i was compared to Big Buddha off the news lol.

Bubba- a girl i knew in jr high called me bubba. since then only she has called me that. too bad we arent' friends anymore and don't keep in touch ;(

Fluffy- My newest nickname! ha. this is how i introduced myself to my group of friends now. and its starting to stick lol. too bad i wont' be able to be called this any time soon. (insanity is trimming me down!)

Maka- mainly my homies call me this. such as zach, ster! we were such a Trifecta!

Makalee- I think Bri and I made this one up. lol. but it was nice cuz if you say it really fast its like sayin (Michael Le) hahah.

Lee- everyone in my high school called me this that was in sports so like the football team, wrestling team, other sports teams. also coaches always called each player by their last name.

Lowry- my buddies Dee, Trevor, Brad would call me Lowry (off the movie "bad boys") we had fun with that.

Big M- My buddy Dallas calls me this all the time. pretty funny too. cuz i call him Big D! ha. good times

Well there are all the nicknames i have. so far as i can remember. they are very special to me! and i can't wait to get new ones! ha.